Had another night of no sleep last night but today I woke up at 9:30.  Made a good breakfast, cleaned the apt some. Watered all my plants that I bought Thursday and re potted Friday my apt is feeling  more  cozy.  


I watched Mirror Mirror yesterday and I really liked it. Thinking today I am going to watch 21 Jump Street if I get more class work completed.

As far as my training goes, I am taking a vitamin, working with a trainer but I need to work on my core. My core is very weak and is causing me too many set backs while training. I need to find a beginning yoga class.

Last night sleeping was an issue for me. I woke up at 2 am and then couldn't get back to sleep til 6 am. Once  I fell asleep i slept till 11 am. My day seems to be gone, I am more of a morning person and have found I don't like sleeping so late.

On another note I have come to realize that while I am taking classes on line I lack discipline, I find that I am again wasting too much time on doing meaningless things. I am not focusing on the things I want to focus on. I know making changes in one life is hard, and I know that its easier to make bad habits than it is to break them but I feel I am a strong enough woman to make the change. I must keep reminding myself its baby steps, and the only way to achieve anything is to not give up, so with that said I am at this time turning off my TV, turning on some meaningful music, soothing my tired soul, and going to work on my online classes now. I would like to start writing down my thoughts and feeling more and try to express what I am thinking, wanting, feeling so that I can look back and see the positive and good in my life.

Cloudy Day

So today is day two of summer term. I awoke at 6:15 and got started on my morning. I seem to be in a creative mood and have actually blogged, written comments on author's pages, made comments on article, redesigned my blog, cleaned up my pictures added an album to Google of my recent trip back home and yet I haven't started my class work!!
I have decided I would like to start blogging more, seek out my spiritual side, do yoga (my core sucks) keep exercising, and take more photos! The pictures on my blog are ones I took when I was in Breaux Bridge, La. I don't think I did a bad job at all!!

Training

Training is going slow and very painful at times but I havn't given up!! I am feeling somewhat better and I know its going to take hard work to get the goal that I want to obtain but I will work to achieve it. Self discipline is not easy but can be obtained!!